Apr. 7th, 2015

thelittleprincess: (never let them see you cry)
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[The message comes in the dark hours of the morning, and the letter is written in jerky, clumsy handwriting, the ink warped and blurred in places that look like water drops. But that's crazy. Ami doesn't cry.]

N—

Is the big tower on the east side okay

I thought it was bursting like a balloon

there was too much I was drowning

everything was too much it was so heavy

I wanted to put it down but I didn't

I didn't

I didn't put it down, did I

I did my best but it was so much for so long

Is the big tower on the east side okay

I thought it cracked like an egg and there was 

there was screaming 

it might have been me

I hope it was me