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[Sealed to Kakashi]
KAKASHI!
My esteemed Rival and friend, I require your assistance! Are you still in the village or have you gone to Kiri to visit and watch the Exams?
If you have a moment to meet with me in Konoha, I would very much appreciate it! If not, I will ask you via these messages. Please respond ASAP! This is a time-sensitive request!
IT IS TOP SECRET. VERY HUSH HUSH.
DO NOT EVEN TELL OBITO.
ESPECIALLY NOT OBITO.
THANK YOU.
--Youthfully and always yours!
Maito Gai
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We want to include you should you ever want to be included. But we especially do not want you to feel left out or hurt by it. Should this ever be an issue, you will tell us? Please?
(And, Kakashi!! How can you say that? This has EVERYTHING to do with you! Without your guidance, Obito and I would never have realized the depth of our affections and we would not be where we are today! I say it has a great deal to do with you and I am eternally grateful every day!)
I am honored, Kakashi, that you would offer to lend me your Very Treasured Reading Material, but I am not certain I could make it through much of it. I tried once, because I was curious about your interests! I regrettably did not accomplish my goal!
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
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You have my word, my dear friend, that I don't feel left out or hurt by this. I'm included in so much that you would tell me about it in the first place, let alone ask for my advice concerning it. It's almost like I'm going to be there with you in spirit, don't you think?
You phrase my input like it's all been plain sailing... But then, I suppose you always say things like it's plain sailing, don't you?~For what it's worth, I think you and Obito would have made it eventually by yourselves, but I'm very glad the two of you are happy now. You know that's all I ask in this situation - for the two of you to be happy. Promise me that, and I promise you I'll be the same.
Ah- I didn't mean Icha Icha, Gai. I do read other books, you know.
-Kakashi ♥
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I suppose you are right! I am touched and honored to think of you as there in spirit!
[ He's crying. You called him 'my dear friend' and he is just rolling in feelings right now. ]
Love has its bumps and bruises, but I think it has been as smooth of sailing as possible for a man who gets sea-sickness!Kakashi, you have my word. I promise I will do my absolute, utmost best forever to make Obito the happiest man in the world, and I assure you that as long as my students are safe and happy, and you and Obito are safe and happy, I will be happy.
...You read other things? Why was I not aware of this? I FEEL I HAVE FAILED YOU AS A RIVAL THAT I DID NOT KNOW THIS!!!
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
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Oh. Of course. He's crying. ]
Gai-
You're right, love does have it's ups and downs, I'm just glad you don't blame me for the few downs that might have been spared without my fussing...I know you'll make Obito very happy; not for a moment did I even consider otherwise. I trust you with my life, that much is obvious, and now I trust you with his heart too.You haven't failed as a rival, Gai, calm down. It's not like our rivalry is based on my reading habits, now is it?
But yes, I do read other things, and some of those things are little easier to chew than Icha Icha's shameless narrative. Let me know if you'd like some recommendations~
Always,
Kakashi ♥
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My beloved Rival--
I will not strike this out: I will never hold that against you. I love you too, and will take the ups and the downs and everything in between as long as you shall have me, however you shall have me.
Kakashi, I wish I had word for how your words make me feel. That you trust me with Obito's heart means so much to me.
Someday, I can only hope that you might do me the honor of maybe approving[ He strikes that out, unsure yet if he's ready to even mention it to Kakashi when he's afraid it will hurt or scare off Kakashi and not sure yet what Obito would think, either. ]
I shall try to be more observant of your reading habits, though! I pride myself on being knowledgeable about you! And yes, if you have suggestions I am open to them! That is most considerate! Thank you!
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
I GET TO USE THIS ICON. FINALLY.
Gai-
Thank you so much. I, like you, struggle for words to describe how I'm feeling right now.. but at least know that you aren't alone in the way you feel, and that you never really have been. It makes me feel good to know that what I've done hasn't upset anything, and I feel even better knowing that your feelings remain regardless.
...But, what was that about approving? Is there something else you want to talk about?
I'll take a look through my collection for something that might suit your tastes, but you know you're always welcome to visit and peruse my shelves for yourself.
Always,
Kakashi ♥
PERFECT ICON.
You mean you-- Really? [ Some scribbles and false starts. ] I am trying to say how much it means to hear that your feelings are similar and I am sorry! I am just too overcome by emotions! I just want to be beside you forever, Kakashi. I love you, my Rival. Thank you for allowing me to love you. [ He takes a break for a moment to sniffle and cry happy manly tears, then comes back and his writing is flailing and hurried. ]
Approving? I said nothing about approving!! IT IS JUST A SILLY NOTHING IMPORTANT PERHAPS I WILL
ASKTELL YOU SOMEDAY I AM SURE HE IS NOT READY YET DO NOT THINK ABOUT IT, KAKASHI IT IS NOTHING REALLY I will ask you later.I am always happy to visit you! I will do so!
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
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I love you too.
[ That took a lot of guts to write, and he leaves it there; not saying any more for fear of ruining the moment. He wants to frame Gai's reply and keep it somewhere safe, tucked away for the moments when things were bleak.. so the least he could do is give the man the same - a little honesty. ]
....He? Are you talking about Obito? If there's something troubling you, please don't hesitate to ask me about it. You know I only want to help you.
Always,
Kakashi ♥
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My beloved Rival--
I will cherish your last note forever.
As for your question. Yes, he is Obito. I, uh, would not call it troubling. Just...something I must think about. Lee asked if we would and I had not thought about it again since, but just now you made me think about it and
If you thought it was a bad idea, you would tell me, right?
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
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Just as I'll cherish yours, my friend.
I would give you my honest opinion if you asked for it, and if I knew exactly what you were talking about. Does Lee want the two of you to move in together, or something?
Because, really, you're already a fraction of the way there. I'd hardly call it a bad idea. It's quite convenient, to be honest.
Always,
Kakashi ♥
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My precious Kakashi--
No, not exactly. "Or something," perhaps. When I told Lee we were dating, back in September, he asked if we were going to be getting married. The three of us.
I had not thought about Lee's question again until now. I am yours forever, Kakashi. We are Rivals, eternally, no matter what. While I would be honored if you would marry me, my Rival, I also understand and respect your decision if you would not. I am not hurt by it either way. Regardless, I am still yours forever. And I would like to be Obito's forever as well, and I know I do not have to marry him to be that either. I am not even sure he would like to get married! He has not shown any interest in that! It is silly that I am even thinking about this!
What do you think?
--Youthfully and always yours!!
Maito Gai ♥
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Out of the three of us, the ones most deserved of commitment as dedicated and special as that would be you and Obito. You have over a decade of romantic history, and in some way it's a logical conclusion to come to.
I think your only battle in this regard will be the short amount of time you've been 'official'. Obito might need a little longer to settle into the idea of firmly belonging to someone, even more-so the special conditions being a husband involves.
I can't speak for him as much as I can't tell you how he'll react - he could surprise both of us either way - but I still say it's certainly worth the shot. After all, my friend, how will you know if you don't try? The one certainty you have, at the end of it all, is that Obito loves you and cares for you, and even if he isn't ready your relationship won't suffer for it. You have nothing to lose, and you most certainly have my blessing.
Always,
Kakashi ♥
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You are equally deserving of love and commitment and dedication. Do not deny yourself that even if you do not want romantic attentions or marriage. You are stuck with me. ♥ I will not allow you to forget how much you are deserving of!
And how wise you are! Yes. I shall give him as much time as he needs to warm up to the idea! And if he never does, that is fine too! But you are absolutely right: I will not know if I do not try, and it is always worth a try. Obito is always worth the effort!
Thank you, Kakashi. Thank you so much. I know I have said it before, but your support in this means so very much to me. Thank you!
♥ Yours always and forever,
Gai
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Ah- for once, believe me, I wasn't being dejected. I simply meant that the both of you are in a much better position to consider that next step than I am.
(Everything we have discussed, and everything we have done together so far, is perfectly within my comfort zone, and I don't want to refuse you or myself from any more exposure to it, I promise you.. It's just that I, possibly like Obito, need a little time to warm up to the idea of anything breaching further than where we've already got together. I hope you understand.)
Obito is very, very lucky to have someone like you ask for his hand. Make sure you keep me up to date, alright?
You're always welcome.
Always.
-Kakashi ♥