Closed to Nagato [Late April 6-Early April 7]

[thelittleprincess]

[The message comes in the dark hours of the morning, and the letter is written in jerky, clumsy handwriting, the ink warped and blurred in places that look like water drops. But that's crazy. Ami doesn't cry.]

N—

Is the big tower on the east side okay

I thought it was bursting like a balloon

there was too much I was drowning

everything was too much it was so heavy

I wanted to put it down but I didn't

I didn't

I didn't put it down, did I

I did my best but it was so much for so long

Is the big tower on the east side okay

I thought it cracked like an egg and there was 

there was screaming 

it might have been me

I hope it was me

Comments

[thelittleprincess]

Nagato-sama,

The last time I allowed myself to give him the benefit of the doubt, we ended up decking the entire village in toilet-paper. He is many things, but he is also a cancer upon my better judgement. He also believes all adults interested in me politely or otherwise are pedophiles.

[teachingpeace]

Ami,

For the entirety of the time I spent with him he was mature and thoughtful, with moments of protective displeasure direction at various parties. I cannot say that I know the side of him you describe.

[thelittleprincess]

Nagato-sama,

The last time I saw that side of him, I was collapsed and coughing blood. He is a cool head in a crisis, but my current condition is not one I wish to flaunt. Physical weakness is forgivable. This is...

[teachingpeace]

Ami,

I am curious then, if I am a comfort to you in your distress? It is not one of my better skills.

[thelittleprincess]

[There is a large space, and the writing is small and cramped, as if curling in on itself.]








Nagato-sama,

I just


I needed to know it wasn't real. I didn't sleep while I was in your body. I need to know that I didn't hurt anybody.

[teachingpeace]

All is well.

If there was more I could do to ease your distress, I would, but I believe any attempts would cause more issue, not less, so I shall only do this instead.