I may have lied, in my last letter to you. That tier of happiness... that love... I want to believe my feelings for my master count towards that, albeit in a slightly different way. When I think of his face, my heart grows light, when I think of being with him, a smile creeps across my face. I ache, in a sweet way, when I think of going back to him.
And then I think of Danna-sama, and I feel like complete trash. Like scum. Like something even lower than scum, even, for feeling this way after all that he has done for me.
#12, dated May 1
I may have lied, in my last letter to you. That tier of happiness... that love... I want to believe my feelings for my master count towards that, albeit in a slightly different way. When I think of his face, my heart grows light, when I think of being with him, a smile creeps across my face. I ache, in a sweet way, when I think of going back to him.
And then I think of Danna-sama, and I feel like complete trash. Like scum. Like something even lower than scum, even, for feeling this way after all that he has done for me.
Sincerely,
Kuzuryu Ashiko