[Mika doesn't think about the sender, or really much about the words themselves. They just need to vent and someone is listening for the time being. Their reply is a little shakier than before.]

It's not my skin that feels gross. I can't really explain it. I feel it in my bones. I feel it when I'm looking at myself in the mirror.

I can't control it, this feeling just happens at random and I can't talk to anyone. I should sleep, I'd probably feel better after but sometimes I have weird dreams. I don't like them much more than what I'm feeling now. Doesn't help that someone's already in my bed, don't want to disturb them right now.